Mood:  cool

Its hard to sleep.The silence of the night haunts me.But your touch calms me.Brings me back, Hold me close.Cool me with your kiss. I hold my breath and wait. Till I see you again. I look in your eyes and see beauty. A broken heart, A broken spirit. This may not last, and I know this. Time can change everything. Even when we don't want it too. I am here waiting seeing. Not knowing what tomorrow will bring. I am happy, content, and willing. I can not fix broken hearts. My own is still in pieces. Every past relationships has a piece, and it stings. Knowing that somewhere out there someone els has a piece. No matter how big or how small the tiniest but can mangle you. But as my mind stops the silence grows louder. Not as haunting as before. Still there waiting for the chance to close up.Swallow me. Sleep soon comes, and fills me with more thoughts. Some old that rip me apart. Some new that fill my heart. My heart races, and I burn with fear. Yet I don't know what to be afraid of. Is it the past? Is it the future. I am drawn back to you, and it washes away. The beat slows, and I can breath deeply again. Soaking in the thought of a new day to come. Sleep comes again but I am ready. Keeping my thoughts on you I can dream peacefully.